What can you do when you've waited so long for someone who doesn't realize what they have? You try to leave and stop thinking about them, but nothing will change. your first instinct would be to leave. But what if you cant? well that's how i felt. That feeling was stuck to me for months. You get sick and tired of waiting around for someone who doesn't care about you 1/4 of how much you care about them. It hurts, you feel like your not existent in their life when they mean so much to yours.
Sitting around thinking about when they will realize that you're there, that there going to take the initiative to talk to you and just realizing that they simply don't give a shit hurts. But hey its the truth!i have to learn how to take it and roll with it. Do i deserve it? No of course not.
If you didn't hit them up, you guys would not speak, well that's how it was with me
I had waited, waited, waited, and i never got the same respect back.
It was the first for me, for a girl to fully grab my feelings with her personality and beauty. Does she know shes beautiful?
I wish she realized what she had, things no other girls have. But this girl was different, her looks didn't initially attract me, it was what was on the inside. Who she really was, got me attached and never let me go of that great feeling by being around that person. i don't know if anyone has ever had a great feeling just by being around some one, but i did, and it hit me hard. Hard to the point where i couldn't let go that moment, no need for me to act super confident/tough guy, to not show my true feelings.
I'm a confident dude and everyone knows that. I have swag and i know it, but people forget that I'm also a loving and caring person. With that i have an emotional side of me which comes out. I'm not afraid to express my feelings because its who i am, whether you like it or not, its who i am.
Depending on a girl who didn't care about me, just hurts! like did she feel the same way i did? does she think about me? ever? i will never know, but I'm done waiting around for her to come to me and tell me whats good! I'm done leading myself on and thinking about her. I don't deserve this kind of pain. I treated her as if she was with me, is that a bad thing though? I'm a nice guy and that's who i am, and i don't give a fuck what people say, i don't care if people say I'm too nice, because that's just who Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan is!
When i looked at this girl, i felt like she was one in a million. Everything from top to bottom was beautiful! My favorite thing about her was her smile, but i never told her cuz i thought she wouldnt believe me. looking at her smile made me smile! My mom always taught me to respect every women. But why? when they don't respect you, its not right at all.
The things I Woud've done for this girl, i Woud've shown her things no other man is capable of, i know no other guy would've took car of her better then i have, That's why i am manning up, and moving on to someone who will appreciate me.
After sitting down for days,weeks,months, & even on my birthday, i tried figuring out whats right for me. whats right for me, is someone who treats me with the same respect & love i treat them with. realizing that this girl isn't giving me any of that hurt. so I'm done waiting on something that's going no where, as much as i think positive day in and day out! its not fair to me to be feeling like this, so the best thing for me is to move on for the better!
I made this blog because i want everyone to sit down and think about the person they like/date/bf or gf, and think about if they treat you with the same affection your treating them, because if there not don't wait around and hurt yourself waiting around for no reason, because there's people out there who will cherish you for who you really are and love you unconditionally.
-Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan
"Live your life always doing you, and the people who aren't down with you/hate on you, don't kill them with actions/words, kill them with success!" Farzan Azinkhan
Songs Of the Day:
Chris Brown-Ain't Thinking About You
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oSbHOUYK9Dw
Diddy Dirty Money-Lovin You No More
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EIQP5JlqtX0
Shout Outs: Neda Malki, Steven Parkens, Allen Khakshooy, & Chantalle Noormand
"Take a look at what you have. Think of all you did to get it. Remember it only takes one second to lose"
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
You Only LIve Once
I'm sure you have heard this many times before... but we all tend to not appreciate life to its fullest. The fact that any of our lives can end at any moment trips me out. There's been times in my life where I sat down and pouted from situations, and I just told myself "fuck this world!", but why? Just because something didn't work out and ended up causing you pain doesn't mean I have to be brought down. That is until Irealized that you only live once.
I can't take the fact that my life might end at any moment. Although it bothers me, it also made me the person I am. It made me love my life so much, that only certain situation can truly take me down (for example. family & friends)
We all have dreams, but how do we know we're gonna last till then? We don't. That's why we have to enjoy every moment like its our last. After thinking like this, for the past couple of years, it has changed me, to a more happier, positive, and peaceful person. Even though there are times when I forget that , it comes to my mind and I manage to pick myself up and roll with the punches.
Why do you think I go so hard in life, because i love it. And I love everything I do, especially basketball :) . Whenever I go out with my friends I'm always enjoying myself to fullest, laughing, joking around, just being a clown, but hey, its who I am. I mess around a lot because I love to share the joy and positive energy. Don't take offense when I joke around with you, I'm just trying to get a smile out of you because that's how you should be all the time :) I love everyone to death. Well not everyone, lol, but mostly :)
Its the best to be around all your friends when you know you can share your energy and they feed off your vibe, just like fuck it, enjoy life!!! I just hate to see people down on themselves for such little things. I kind of cant blame you, but I've been in your position. But the man I am and with the fantastic friends I have, I managed to pick myself up!! I try to help others as much as I can, in anyway possible!!!
It feels fantastic to help others, to show them how lovely life is, explaining to them the greater things in life just opens up their minds up to new things. No matter what, if I see anyone down, even if its a stranger I will go out of my way to help them because they are wasting precious time that could be used to be happy and jolly lol (pedram-jolly ass mutha fucka)
Go out everyday and just do whatever you can to have a good time. Its easy!! There's so much to do in this world, that I don't know why people don't take advantage of it.
One thing I've learned this past year is that i thought i needed someone(girlfriend) to be happy. Then it hit me one night before going to bed. Seriously? You dont need any one to make you happy besides yourself. Deep down the feeling of "love" is amazing, I've went around looking for it and I know people who are too, but honestly, love doesn't come by looking for you, it just hits you out of no where. As much as I think I know about love I have a lot to learn, all I know it's a good feeling, but it also takes time and patience. At the same time i don't need anyone to make me happy ever :) In life the greatest things take patience... always remember that, stay up and keep your head to the sky with a huge smile and live this life to the fullest baby
I made this post today just to simply remind people that they should always enjoy life no matter what, and they should take advantage of their health to experience this lovely life :) Its simple just go out and be yourself and do you!!! Dont let anyone ever bring you down, EVER! No one should be strong enough to ever bring you down. Remember that!
Summer 2010 Baby :)
"A girl should be two things: classy and fabulous.”
There’s always room for love; You just have to move a few things around."-Dedicated To Someone!!
-Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan
Songs of the Day: Jermaine Dupri-Going Home With Me
Bruno Mars-just The Way You Are
Shout Outs: Candace Massachi :)
I can't take the fact that my life might end at any moment. Although it bothers me, it also made me the person I am. It made me love my life so much, that only certain situation can truly take me down (for example. family & friends)
We all have dreams, but how do we know we're gonna last till then? We don't. That's why we have to enjoy every moment like its our last. After thinking like this, for the past couple of years, it has changed me, to a more happier, positive, and peaceful person. Even though there are times when I forget that , it comes to my mind and I manage to pick myself up and roll with the punches.
Why do you think I go so hard in life, because i love it. And I love everything I do, especially basketball :) . Whenever I go out with my friends I'm always enjoying myself to fullest, laughing, joking around, just being a clown, but hey, its who I am. I mess around a lot because I love to share the joy and positive energy. Don't take offense when I joke around with you, I'm just trying to get a smile out of you because that's how you should be all the time :) I love everyone to death. Well not everyone, lol, but mostly :)
Its the best to be around all your friends when you know you can share your energy and they feed off your vibe, just like fuck it, enjoy life!!! I just hate to see people down on themselves for such little things. I kind of cant blame you, but I've been in your position. But the man I am and with the fantastic friends I have, I managed to pick myself up!! I try to help others as much as I can, in anyway possible!!!
It feels fantastic to help others, to show them how lovely life is, explaining to them the greater things in life just opens up their minds up to new things. No matter what, if I see anyone down, even if its a stranger I will go out of my way to help them because they are wasting precious time that could be used to be happy and jolly lol (pedram-jolly ass mutha fucka)
Go out everyday and just do whatever you can to have a good time. Its easy!! There's so much to do in this world, that I don't know why people don't take advantage of it.
One thing I've learned this past year is that i thought i needed someone(girlfriend) to be happy. Then it hit me one night before going to bed. Seriously? You dont need any one to make you happy besides yourself. Deep down the feeling of "love" is amazing, I've went around looking for it and I know people who are too, but honestly, love doesn't come by looking for you, it just hits you out of no where. As much as I think I know about love I have a lot to learn, all I know it's a good feeling, but it also takes time and patience. At the same time i don't need anyone to make me happy ever :) In life the greatest things take patience... always remember that, stay up and keep your head to the sky with a huge smile and live this life to the fullest baby
I made this post today just to simply remind people that they should always enjoy life no matter what, and they should take advantage of their health to experience this lovely life :) Its simple just go out and be yourself and do you!!! Dont let anyone ever bring you down, EVER! No one should be strong enough to ever bring you down. Remember that!
Summer 2010 Baby :)
"A girl should be two things: classy and fabulous.”
There’s always room for love; You just have to move a few things around."-Dedicated To Someone!!
-Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan
Songs of the Day: Jermaine Dupri-Going Home With Me
Bruno Mars-just The Way You Are
Shout Outs: Candace Massachi :)
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Undescribable...
Sometimes in life, you come into contact with something that leaves you speechless. It leaves you in awe. At first, you panic, because you don't know how to react and you realize that you've never encountered something like this. Once you've given it some time to sink in, you start to tell yourself that you've been through this before but who are you kidding. If you had really dealt with something like this in the past, you wouldn't feel so stupid right now. For some reason, your heart wont let you stick to the gameplan and react the way you ussually would. I've sat at my computer for about an hour now typing and deleting, trying to find the perfect words to describe the way I feel right now. However,the more I think about, the more I realize how impossible it is to define it. This undescribable feeling comes in many different shapes and forms. In my case,it came in the form of butterflys in my stomach.
My high school experience was unlike any other. For the vast majority of my 4 years in high shcool, I made a strong effort to live life to the fullest and take advantage of my last chance to be a kid. However, Just like any other high school teen, I had my moments where I hit rock bottom and felt unhappy and helpless. I had a girlfriend my freshmen and sophmore years and she meant the world to me. At this point in my life the quote “I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you” really applied to me. I was a completely different person for the better when I was with my girlfriend. She really brought out the best in me and comforted me anytime something was wrong. She was more than just a girlfriend to me. She was also my best friend. So you can only imagine how hard it was for me to let go of her and move on when we broke up. This was the first time in my life I experienced an undescribable feeling.
At this point, I was a really bitter, selfish person. I felt lost without my girl and naturally I reacted the same way any other immature high school kid would. I went out and tried hook up with as many girls as i possibly could, thinking that it would help me get over my ex. Once again, I was wrong and I had to learn the hard way. Instead of moving on, I held on to the bitter taste of my ex girlfriend and tried to replace her with every girl I hooked up with. After a while, I finally realized that no girl could ever replace my ex. Everyone is different and hopefully, one day, I'll find someone who suits me as well, or even better than my ex. Another quote that comes to mind as I reflect on this point in time is "sometimes in life you just gotta roll with punches." High school taught me a very important lesson that I will cherish and hold for the rest of my life. When you want something so bad that its on your mind all the time, its hard to be patient but sometimes thats all you can do. You just gotta sit back, relax, and go with the flow. My brother and a few of my close friends taught me to always stay positive and make the best out of every situation. Enjoy high school, go nuts, and be a kid.
High school is over. Its my summer going into college and the only thats been on my mind is basketball. I've been busting my ass and working hard to get in shape and ready for college ball. The taught of being one step closer to achieving my dream makes me tingle and BOOM! The butterflys are back. I've been looking for the perfect girl all throughout high school and right when I loose hope, there she is. At first, I was really hesitant. I was scared to expose myself. I remembered what happened when I was a sophmore and the effect it had on my life. This is such an important period of my life and I can't afford to let that happen again. Suddenly, I realized that I was all wrong. For a short while I forgot everything I learned over the past few years. Everyones a different person and everyone deserves a chance. Life is all about taking risks and putting it all on the line. Sometimes, you get knocked down and it feels like shit, but the few times it does work out, the feeling of joy and accomplishment is undescribable.
When you first meet that special someone that's unique yet still manages to have so much in common with you, it leaves you in shock. It feels like its to good to be true and you try desperately to find a flaw, but you cant.
When I'm around her, I get this positive vibe unlike any other. Suddenly, all my problems and all my regrets have vanished. I feel like I'm on cloud 9 and nothing can bring me down. This undescribable feeling is a high unlike any other, rushing through my entire body.
I'm trying my best to use words to describe the way I feel right now but I just cant. My friends tell me to slow down, watch my back, and take things slower. They tell me that I have a lot more important stuff to focus on right now but none of it matters. It all goes in one ear and out the other. I can't change the way I feel and I'm not scared to take a risk. Sure, it could just turn out to be another mistake, another fuckup. However, the way I see it, is that the feeling of success totaly outweighs the feeling of regret, so its time to let my nuts hang. I refuse to let this slip away from me and I'm gonna do everything in my power to make sure that it all works out. And if it doesn't, oh well, I'll learn from it and I guess I'll have more to write about ;)....
“I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.”
-Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan
Have fun on your trip danny,Enjoy it, You only live once baby!! I love you bro/bestfriend
Song of the Day: Audio Push-Up & Down
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JygDv_e9rgc
Vice-I wish you were single
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CDTpjGk8GiA
Shout Outs:Matt Parvizyar,Sean Adasha, Alexys Calhoun, Chantalle Noormand, Mike Monempour,Danielle Gabai
My high school experience was unlike any other. For the vast majority of my 4 years in high shcool, I made a strong effort to live life to the fullest and take advantage of my last chance to be a kid. However, Just like any other high school teen, I had my moments where I hit rock bottom and felt unhappy and helpless. I had a girlfriend my freshmen and sophmore years and she meant the world to me. At this point in my life the quote “I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you” really applied to me. I was a completely different person for the better when I was with my girlfriend. She really brought out the best in me and comforted me anytime something was wrong. She was more than just a girlfriend to me. She was also my best friend. So you can only imagine how hard it was for me to let go of her and move on when we broke up. This was the first time in my life I experienced an undescribable feeling.
At this point, I was a really bitter, selfish person. I felt lost without my girl and naturally I reacted the same way any other immature high school kid would. I went out and tried hook up with as many girls as i possibly could, thinking that it would help me get over my ex. Once again, I was wrong and I had to learn the hard way. Instead of moving on, I held on to the bitter taste of my ex girlfriend and tried to replace her with every girl I hooked up with. After a while, I finally realized that no girl could ever replace my ex. Everyone is different and hopefully, one day, I'll find someone who suits me as well, or even better than my ex. Another quote that comes to mind as I reflect on this point in time is "sometimes in life you just gotta roll with punches." High school taught me a very important lesson that I will cherish and hold for the rest of my life. When you want something so bad that its on your mind all the time, its hard to be patient but sometimes thats all you can do. You just gotta sit back, relax, and go with the flow. My brother and a few of my close friends taught me to always stay positive and make the best out of every situation. Enjoy high school, go nuts, and be a kid.
High school is over. Its my summer going into college and the only thats been on my mind is basketball. I've been busting my ass and working hard to get in shape and ready for college ball. The taught of being one step closer to achieving my dream makes me tingle and BOOM! The butterflys are back. I've been looking for the perfect girl all throughout high school and right when I loose hope, there she is. At first, I was really hesitant. I was scared to expose myself. I remembered what happened when I was a sophmore and the effect it had on my life. This is such an important period of my life and I can't afford to let that happen again. Suddenly, I realized that I was all wrong. For a short while I forgot everything I learned over the past few years. Everyones a different person and everyone deserves a chance. Life is all about taking risks and putting it all on the line. Sometimes, you get knocked down and it feels like shit, but the few times it does work out, the feeling of joy and accomplishment is undescribable.
When you first meet that special someone that's unique yet still manages to have so much in common with you, it leaves you in shock. It feels like its to good to be true and you try desperately to find a flaw, but you cant.
When I'm around her, I get this positive vibe unlike any other. Suddenly, all my problems and all my regrets have vanished. I feel like I'm on cloud 9 and nothing can bring me down. This undescribable feeling is a high unlike any other, rushing through my entire body.
I'm trying my best to use words to describe the way I feel right now but I just cant. My friends tell me to slow down, watch my back, and take things slower. They tell me that I have a lot more important stuff to focus on right now but none of it matters. It all goes in one ear and out the other. I can't change the way I feel and I'm not scared to take a risk. Sure, it could just turn out to be another mistake, another fuckup. However, the way I see it, is that the feeling of success totaly outweighs the feeling of regret, so its time to let my nuts hang. I refuse to let this slip away from me and I'm gonna do everything in my power to make sure that it all works out. And if it doesn't, oh well, I'll learn from it and I guess I'll have more to write about ;)....
“I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.”
-Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan
Have fun on your trip danny,Enjoy it, You only live once baby!! I love you bro/bestfriend
Song of the Day: Audio Push-Up & Down
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JygDv_e9rgc
Vice-I wish you were single
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CDTpjGk8GiA
Shout Outs:Matt Parvizyar,Sean Adasha, Alexys Calhoun, Chantalle Noormand, Mike Monempour,Danielle Gabai
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Cocky & Confident
Confidence - freedom from doubt; belief in yourself and your abilities
Cocky - overly self-confident
Two words that everyone in the world are confused about. Its understandable when people point out someone saying "hes too confident, hes cocky as fuck, and hes arrogant," its probably because there not confident enough in themselves that they have to bring the other person to their level.
It bothers me to see people doubting themselves at all times, being negative, and walking around with there head down, etc. Why would you present yourself like that?
Confidence is something in this world people would die for, but at the same it is the easiest thing to gain. Look at all the pro athletes and celebrities. They always walk around with a smile or a serious face, head up, acting like they don't care. Confidence is needed to be successful, you will never meet someone that is successful that isn't confident about what they do.
Confidence is such a fantastic thing, and people feed off your energy, but at the same time confidence brings haters, and they'll use the word "Cocky". They're just probably saying that because they hate the fact you walk with intimidation, happiness, and always have your head up not giving a fuck about no one.
Now cocky to me isn't a bad thing, but at the same time it can be. If someone is bragging about themselves, that's when you use the word cocky, but it isn't bad to be over confident about yourself, because in detailed definition it means that you believe in yourself so much that no one can touch you.
Being confident and cocky comes being arrogant, which is the attitude of not caring about others. Look at Kobe Bryant, you never see him talking in a game, always has a serious face, and doesn't care about anything except winning. With these types of qualities, you gain a type of swag that no one can ever fuck with you.
In life if you are confident in whatever you want
money, sports, girls, etc, YOU WILL GET IT, because your only feeding off positive energy.
For example- telling yourself I can do it, everything will work out, She will be my girl, I will make it no matter what happens, always having a positive self-image in your mind.
Thinking and doing this will change who you are because you are staying positive instead of saying
No I cant do it, nothing will workout, she wont be my girl, I don't know if I'll make it to my dreams, she doesn't like me and having a bad self-image.
Thinking negative is doubting yourself!! Why would you doubt yourself? Because you don't believe in yourself and who you truly are.
This is one reason why I hate the word "hope". Why would you want to hope, why would say I hopefully make it, why don't you change it to
"I will make it!!"
Using the word is a sign of doubt to me, that's why I hate it when people around me use it.
Its either you can do it or you cant. Don't fool yourself by saying "hopefully" its not going to do you any good.
My life has changed since 8th grade, when I gained confidence naturally by just believing in myself. That energy lead to other things in life. Like basketball, school, money, girls, etc.
Life became so easy for me when I gained that much confidence. When you know deep down that you can do anything, your unstoppable. Plus people love to feed off your energy, because when they see you happy at all times, they just wonder how your so hyper, and happy.
I have clearly seen peoples lives change because of "confidence".
It changed my best friends life. He used to be sad, depressed, and never believed in himself, IN NOTHING.
Now, since he's gained confidence, I see a different person, I see someone who loves life, is always smiling, laughing, and not worried about anything because he knows he can do it no matter what.
It clearly showed me that confidence is the key to life.
I love my life no matter what, because I believe in myself at all times with anything coming from my future to girls. Life's easy and the best!!
You think girls want a non-confident dude?
They want someone who is sure of themselves at all times,
walks with his head up smiling, and is just simply enjoying himself.
And with confidence comes swag! Something that all women love ;)
Share the energy, it makes the world a better place when everyone is happy! When you see someone you know doubting themselves, correct them!! And explain to them the right way or even show them this blog, it will change there perspective of life. And you will be the one to thank once their lives change in a positive way.
I made this blog today because I just simply love life and I want to share my energy and change peoples lives, and show them the right way or path in enjoying their life. You only live once so you might as well live it the best way possible, right?
Well the best way to live it, is to be confident!!
"Haters only hate the things that they can’t get and the people they can’t be."
“If my mind can conceive it, and my heart can believe it, I know I can achieve it.”
“Confidence comes not from always being right but from not fearing to be wrong.”
-Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan
Happy Birthday Josh!!!
Have Fun in Israel Brent, Better Bring Me Back Something Fool !!!
Song of the Day: Sean Garrett-Feel Love
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NAD3D8wCd7g
Drake-I'm Ready For You
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T5-NEqsEJi4
Shout Outs: Josh Gheytanchi,Allen Khakshooy,Shawn Shamoeil Ben Naderi, Matt Parvizyar & Mike Monempour
Cocky - overly self-confident
Two words that everyone in the world are confused about. Its understandable when people point out someone saying "hes too confident, hes cocky as fuck, and hes arrogant," its probably because there not confident enough in themselves that they have to bring the other person to their level.
It bothers me to see people doubting themselves at all times, being negative, and walking around with there head down, etc. Why would you present yourself like that?
Confidence is something in this world people would die for, but at the same it is the easiest thing to gain. Look at all the pro athletes and celebrities. They always walk around with a smile or a serious face, head up, acting like they don't care. Confidence is needed to be successful, you will never meet someone that is successful that isn't confident about what they do.
Confidence is such a fantastic thing, and people feed off your energy, but at the same time confidence brings haters, and they'll use the word "Cocky". They're just probably saying that because they hate the fact you walk with intimidation, happiness, and always have your head up not giving a fuck about no one.
Now cocky to me isn't a bad thing, but at the same time it can be. If someone is bragging about themselves, that's when you use the word cocky, but it isn't bad to be over confident about yourself, because in detailed definition it means that you believe in yourself so much that no one can touch you.
Being confident and cocky comes being arrogant, which is the attitude of not caring about others. Look at Kobe Bryant, you never see him talking in a game, always has a serious face, and doesn't care about anything except winning. With these types of qualities, you gain a type of swag that no one can ever fuck with you.
In life if you are confident in whatever you want
money, sports, girls, etc, YOU WILL GET IT, because your only feeding off positive energy.
For example- telling yourself I can do it, everything will work out, She will be my girl, I will make it no matter what happens, always having a positive self-image in your mind.
Thinking and doing this will change who you are because you are staying positive instead of saying
No I cant do it, nothing will workout, she wont be my girl, I don't know if I'll make it to my dreams, she doesn't like me and having a bad self-image.
Thinking negative is doubting yourself!! Why would you doubt yourself? Because you don't believe in yourself and who you truly are.
This is one reason why I hate the word "hope". Why would you want to hope, why would say I hopefully make it, why don't you change it to
"I will make it!!"
Using the word is a sign of doubt to me, that's why I hate it when people around me use it.
Its either you can do it or you cant. Don't fool yourself by saying "hopefully" its not going to do you any good.
My life has changed since 8th grade, when I gained confidence naturally by just believing in myself. That energy lead to other things in life. Like basketball, school, money, girls, etc.
Life became so easy for me when I gained that much confidence. When you know deep down that you can do anything, your unstoppable. Plus people love to feed off your energy, because when they see you happy at all times, they just wonder how your so hyper, and happy.
I have clearly seen peoples lives change because of "confidence".
It changed my best friends life. He used to be sad, depressed, and never believed in himself, IN NOTHING.
Now, since he's gained confidence, I see a different person, I see someone who loves life, is always smiling, laughing, and not worried about anything because he knows he can do it no matter what.
It clearly showed me that confidence is the key to life.
I love my life no matter what, because I believe in myself at all times with anything coming from my future to girls. Life's easy and the best!!
You think girls want a non-confident dude?
They want someone who is sure of themselves at all times,
walks with his head up smiling, and is just simply enjoying himself.
And with confidence comes swag! Something that all women love ;)
Share the energy, it makes the world a better place when everyone is happy! When you see someone you know doubting themselves, correct them!! And explain to them the right way or even show them this blog, it will change there perspective of life. And you will be the one to thank once their lives change in a positive way.
I made this blog today because I just simply love life and I want to share my energy and change peoples lives, and show them the right way or path in enjoying their life. You only live once so you might as well live it the best way possible, right?
Well the best way to live it, is to be confident!!
"Haters only hate the things that they can’t get and the people they can’t be."
“If my mind can conceive it, and my heart can believe it, I know I can achieve it.”
“Confidence comes not from always being right but from not fearing to be wrong.”
-Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan
Happy Birthday Josh!!!
Have Fun in Israel Brent, Better Bring Me Back Something Fool !!!
Song of the Day: Sean Garrett-Feel Love
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NAD3D8wCd7g
Drake-I'm Ready For You
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T5-NEqsEJi4
Shout Outs: Josh Gheytanchi,Allen Khakshooy,Shawn Shamoeil Ben Naderi, Matt Parvizyar & Mike Monempour
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Hard Work Pays Off
Since I was little, I've always been surrounded by motivated, determined, committed, and hard working people.(My Family)
You realize that in life, that hard work applies everywhere, especially if you have dreams and goals. Hard Work is something that is literally in my blood. It's been like that since I was 2 years, when I fell in love with Basketball. I knew what I've wanted to do with Basketball since i was in 4th grade, that's where the hard work started, a Persian kid from Beverly Hills that had a dream, scratch that, a future in the NBA.
Growing up, watching my dad waking up at 5 am, to go to work 7 days a week is crazy to me. My father was the one who motivated me and told me that to be successful and to get to your dreams it takes pure hard work day in and day out. Being told this in 7th grade would be a little hard to understand but I finally got it in 9th grade when I woke up everyday at 5 am to go workout by myself or with a friend on the court or track. Believe me that took a lot of motivation to get up while it's still dark outside. I have been doing that 4 years at BHHS. That's not even the half of it. I also practiced with the team, even staying after to do more, going home afterwords, doing your homework and eating, then going to the gym for a late night work out.
Hard work changed my life, I don't know where I would be if I didn't work hard. Its taught me so much its crazy.
It taught me that
1.Nothing in life comes easy
2.Everything you earn you cherish
3.How to be confident, focused, determined, and committed
4.Most importantly it has taught me that success takes patience.
Success doesn't happen over night, it varies on how hard you work. Every successful person I look up to, has worked hard to get to where there are.
Every person is different, it honestly matters, How bad do you want to achieve your goals and get to your dream?
Me personally, how bad I want it depends on how hard I work, that's why I work out 2-4 times a day. I want it so bad that I love to work to get closer to my goals. I keep my mind on it everyday, I even wake up and go to bed thinking about it, and I remind myself every second what I'm working for.
Sure its easy to say "I want it so fucking bad."
Wheres the heart and hard work?
Wishing wont you get you to your dreams. There's millions of people that want the same thing as you.
Are you going to separate yourself from those people who just wish, talk, and give up, or are you going to be the one who works hard and has the patience/courage to wait for there dream to come.
There might be millions of people around the world trying to do the same thing as you, but the question is...
Do they have the mental and patience you have?
Most people that pursue there dreams, and fail, just give up and let it go.
That's how you know they don't want it, because if I fail 10 times I will never give up. I was raised to know that who ever "gives up" is a bitch. Because you gave up, you quit, you let go of your dreams, so your gonna stoop down to something you don't want to do, and drag yourself every day to do it. But deep down your beating yourself up because you gave up, and you're mad because you're not strong enough to pick yourself up and go at it till you make it.
When I tell people about my future in the NBA, the first thing they say is "get a plan B"
Why?
I feel like plan B's are for people who aren't confident, who doubt themselves, and people who just truly don't believe in themselves, which is really embarrassing.
You want me to give up on something I love and die for and go do something I don't give a shit about. HELL NO, that makes no sense
or are your probably going to say its impossible, you'll never do it, or the classic "Millions of people are trying to go to the NBA"
LOL..theres millions of people trying to become doctors and lawyers too.
In life..the key to success is hard work. If you want something, it takes hard work. It's all on you now on how hard your going to work for what you want.
I made this post today because I want to let everyone know that if you love something in life, don't hold yourself back from it, pursue it, don't be a bitch and back down. Don't fool yourself your whole life not doing what you love to do. Follow your heart, follow your dreams, and never give up. Stay patient and when it gets tough and you want to quit, DON'T!! Hold it together and fight it though because G-D is testing you to see how strong you are, and how bad you want it.
"Don't ever waste a day in your not doing what you love to do"
"Some people dream of success while others wake up and work hard at it.”
“Keep your dreams alive. Understand to achieve anything requires faith and belief in yourself, vision, hard work, determination, and dedication. Remember all things are possible for those who believe."
"Fall down seven times, get up eight"
-Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan
Songs of the Day: Kanye West Ft. Brandy- Bring Me Down
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PvgPNUSI0LM
Kanye West-Stronger
Shout Outs: Danielle Fogel, Jordan Klein, Brent Amiri, Shawn Shmoeil, Sam Simino, & Rene Johnson
You realize that in life, that hard work applies everywhere, especially if you have dreams and goals. Hard Work is something that is literally in my blood. It's been like that since I was 2 years, when I fell in love with Basketball. I knew what I've wanted to do with Basketball since i was in 4th grade, that's where the hard work started, a Persian kid from Beverly Hills that had a dream, scratch that, a future in the NBA.
Growing up, watching my dad waking up at 5 am, to go to work 7 days a week is crazy to me. My father was the one who motivated me and told me that to be successful and to get to your dreams it takes pure hard work day in and day out. Being told this in 7th grade would be a little hard to understand but I finally got it in 9th grade when I woke up everyday at 5 am to go workout by myself or with a friend on the court or track. Believe me that took a lot of motivation to get up while it's still dark outside. I have been doing that 4 years at BHHS. That's not even the half of it. I also practiced with the team, even staying after to do more, going home afterwords, doing your homework and eating, then going to the gym for a late night work out.
Hard work changed my life, I don't know where I would be if I didn't work hard. Its taught me so much its crazy.
It taught me that
1.Nothing in life comes easy
2.Everything you earn you cherish
3.How to be confident, focused, determined, and committed
4.Most importantly it has taught me that success takes patience.
Success doesn't happen over night, it varies on how hard you work. Every successful person I look up to, has worked hard to get to where there are.
Every person is different, it honestly matters, How bad do you want to achieve your goals and get to your dream?
Me personally, how bad I want it depends on how hard I work, that's why I work out 2-4 times a day. I want it so bad that I love to work to get closer to my goals. I keep my mind on it everyday, I even wake up and go to bed thinking about it, and I remind myself every second what I'm working for.
Sure its easy to say "I want it so fucking bad."
Wheres the heart and hard work?
Wishing wont you get you to your dreams. There's millions of people that want the same thing as you.
Are you going to separate yourself from those people who just wish, talk, and give up, or are you going to be the one who works hard and has the patience/courage to wait for there dream to come.
There might be millions of people around the world trying to do the same thing as you, but the question is...
Do they have the mental and patience you have?
Most people that pursue there dreams, and fail, just give up and let it go.
That's how you know they don't want it, because if I fail 10 times I will never give up. I was raised to know that who ever "gives up" is a bitch. Because you gave up, you quit, you let go of your dreams, so your gonna stoop down to something you don't want to do, and drag yourself every day to do it. But deep down your beating yourself up because you gave up, and you're mad because you're not strong enough to pick yourself up and go at it till you make it.
When I tell people about my future in the NBA, the first thing they say is "get a plan B"
Why?
I feel like plan B's are for people who aren't confident, who doubt themselves, and people who just truly don't believe in themselves, which is really embarrassing.
You want me to give up on something I love and die for and go do something I don't give a shit about. HELL NO, that makes no sense
or are your probably going to say its impossible, you'll never do it, or the classic "Millions of people are trying to go to the NBA"
LOL..theres millions of people trying to become doctors and lawyers too.
In life..the key to success is hard work. If you want something, it takes hard work. It's all on you now on how hard your going to work for what you want.
I made this post today because I want to let everyone know that if you love something in life, don't hold yourself back from it, pursue it, don't be a bitch and back down. Don't fool yourself your whole life not doing what you love to do. Follow your heart, follow your dreams, and never give up. Stay patient and when it gets tough and you want to quit, DON'T!! Hold it together and fight it though because G-D is testing you to see how strong you are, and how bad you want it.
"Don't ever waste a day in your not doing what you love to do"
"Some people dream of success while others wake up and work hard at it.”
“Keep your dreams alive. Understand to achieve anything requires faith and belief in yourself, vision, hard work, determination, and dedication. Remember all things are possible for those who believe."
"Fall down seven times, get up eight"
-Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan
Songs of the Day: Kanye West Ft. Brandy- Bring Me Down
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PvgPNUSI0LM
Kanye West-Stronger
Shout Outs: Danielle Fogel, Jordan Klein, Brent Amiri, Shawn Shmoeil, Sam Simino, & Rene Johnson
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Not Gonna Let You Go
I bet we all met that one person when you just look at and your first reaction is just WOW, but what even tops it off is who they are inside is a person who is so amazing, and you think to yourself and say,wow does this person realize how cool they are?
I bet not!! unless you tell them. but its difficult at the same because you want to stay patient, and go step by step, but how difficult is it to not let that person know?
personally i think its really difficult.
Its crazy how you can meet a person of the opposite sex that can blow your mind, doesn't it? you immediately think there perfect in every way for you!!
This is where you have to catch yourself between saying this, because you cant judge someone being perfect for you off meeting them the first time, and i had made this mistake a couple of times this year and believe me being "inpatient" will show you a perfect way of how its definitely not going to work.
Once you start to get inpatient you start acting weird, doing things differently, and stop being yourself. Then once you start getting twisted in the brain, the girl starts acting differently towards you, and you get so discouraged that you just want to give up, but why give up on someone who was "perfect" for you? because she wasn't perfect, you just wanted something so bad that you got too excited and rushed yourself.
Ive done this many times and every-time I've done this it didn't work out, and i realized it when i sat down and thought about it.Everything comes to you once you stay patient and stop over-thinking.
Once i did that, i met a girl that i felt inside who was so cool that i just had an amazing time being around, that's when you know someone is the right one for you and how did i really deep down know?
1. i had the best time being around her doing nothing
2. i wasn't worried about nothing around except for her and i (everything was flowing)
3. and of-course i wasn't even worried about making a move because i knew it will come with time and patience.
"Patience is key" you stay patient, you will see progression soon with that person, instead of jumping into things and setting your self up. & everyone has that good feeling when they meet that right person, and that's the best feeling, because it shows how much your enjoying yourself and you know when your laughing and smiling and so is the other person, it looks like you both get along really well, and how both of you can be so happy with each other. (Bonding/Chemistry)
& who knows it might not work out the first time or second time, does that mean your gonna let it get to you and give up?
No because you shouldn't give up on anything you really want, it'll make you look like your a weak person all around.
i always believed that if you put your mind to anything possible, and think positive about the situation (even if its bad, you have to block it out) it will always work out in your favor.
You should never let go of anything that you know that is right for you, especially if you know you deep down that you both bond and need each other, and all you see is enjoyment when your together, there should be no reason to let go, and if you do let go, you will regret it later on and beat yourself up because of it.
i made this post today because you should never let go of anything that brings you happiness in life, because we all should love life unconditionally , and we all know deep down love from others makes life more enjoyable :) in every way possible!!!
“Eventually you will come to understand that love heals everything, and love is all there is.”
-Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan
Happy Birthday Mehrdad!!
Song of Day: Lloyd-Want you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=unS7bECKTVQ
Shout Outs: Mehrdad Safvati,Jackie Ritter,Allen Khakshooy,Matt Parvizyar, & Pedram Aghleian
I bet not!! unless you tell them. but its difficult at the same because you want to stay patient, and go step by step, but how difficult is it to not let that person know?
personally i think its really difficult.
Its crazy how you can meet a person of the opposite sex that can blow your mind, doesn't it? you immediately think there perfect in every way for you!!
This is where you have to catch yourself between saying this, because you cant judge someone being perfect for you off meeting them the first time, and i had made this mistake a couple of times this year and believe me being "inpatient" will show you a perfect way of how its definitely not going to work.
Once you start to get inpatient you start acting weird, doing things differently, and stop being yourself. Then once you start getting twisted in the brain, the girl starts acting differently towards you, and you get so discouraged that you just want to give up, but why give up on someone who was "perfect" for you? because she wasn't perfect, you just wanted something so bad that you got too excited and rushed yourself.
Ive done this many times and every-time I've done this it didn't work out, and i realized it when i sat down and thought about it.Everything comes to you once you stay patient and stop over-thinking.
Once i did that, i met a girl that i felt inside who was so cool that i just had an amazing time being around, that's when you know someone is the right one for you and how did i really deep down know?
1. i had the best time being around her doing nothing
2. i wasn't worried about nothing around except for her and i (everything was flowing)
3. and of-course i wasn't even worried about making a move because i knew it will come with time and patience.
"Patience is key" you stay patient, you will see progression soon with that person, instead of jumping into things and setting your self up. & everyone has that good feeling when they meet that right person, and that's the best feeling, because it shows how much your enjoying yourself and you know when your laughing and smiling and so is the other person, it looks like you both get along really well, and how both of you can be so happy with each other. (Bonding/Chemistry)
& who knows it might not work out the first time or second time, does that mean your gonna let it get to you and give up?
No because you shouldn't give up on anything you really want, it'll make you look like your a weak person all around.
i always believed that if you put your mind to anything possible, and think positive about the situation (even if its bad, you have to block it out) it will always work out in your favor.
You should never let go of anything that you know that is right for you, especially if you know you deep down that you both bond and need each other, and all you see is enjoyment when your together, there should be no reason to let go, and if you do let go, you will regret it later on and beat yourself up because of it.
i made this post today because you should never let go of anything that brings you happiness in life, because we all should love life unconditionally , and we all know deep down love from others makes life more enjoyable :) in every way possible!!!
“Eventually you will come to understand that love heals everything, and love is all there is.”
-Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan
Happy Birthday Mehrdad!!
Song of Day: Lloyd-Want you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=unS7bECKTVQ
Shout Outs: Mehrdad Safvati,Jackie Ritter,Allen Khakshooy,Matt Parvizyar, & Pedram Aghleian
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Sick To My Stomach
Don't you hate that weird feeling to your stomach? I usually call it butterflies, well i bet I'm not the only one that gets this feeling, Everyone gets it when things bother you to the point that it takes over your body.
I wish i knew how to explain this type of pain that we all feel when the person you like is doing something so annoying/ridiculous that the only way it can be explained is to think of this pain as if someone is shutting down your body to pure silence, and shooting fluids to your stomach till you curl up and still wonder to yourself whats going on. clueless!!
I know people feed off this power when looking at the person who's struck with this feeling. Probably laughing it off how you control their emotions, and making them over think to the point that they're lost in a different world or probably don't even care about them and throw them in the corner, not even realizing the pain their facing. Just waiting on the person to come speak to you and explain why there doing this, but of course like you know, they don't show "attention" and act like your not even there, or existing.
I even get this pain often, who knows i might even have this pain as I'm typing this.
When you truly like someone and they speak to you as if they're on the same page as you,you naturally start expecting things from them, for example some affection,attention, and get to a different level of chemistry.
but what happens when they out of no where start doing awkward things that bother you to the point your lost and you didn't even see this coming?
Is she playing games? Does she like me? Did she lead me on and leave? Oh my g-d whats going on? this is where the wondering turns into a sharp shooting pain to your stomach
These are the thoughts that come to peoples minds when their going through the stage of this pain, and believe me i bet everyone has faced the worst of it, the pain got so bad, that they had to sleep on it. I don't enjoy it, but hey i bet no one does, because its not pleasing at all.
Through these experiences i have learned that if you want to solve this problem you have to step forward and take this person to side and express your feelings and explain whats bothering you because once you express everything that's going on in your mind...
1. the feeling will slowly go away
2. you will get the answers you've been waiting for
& even if the answers weren't what you were expecting at least you know the truth, as much as the truth hurts, its the truth. Plus it will even show you how much of a coward that person was that you had to confront them to bring out the truth instead of hiding it.
It also shows that they don't even care about your feelings to come and tell you how they truly feel, but instead throw you to the corner clueless in pain!!!
I did this post to show people that this pain can go away easily with simple "communication" and communication might be a tough thing to do in this situation but it will solve all your problems people.
-Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan
Shout Outs: Sam Simino, Mike Monempour, Chantalle Noormand & Jordan Klein
Song Of the Day: Mike Posner- Baby please dont go
I wish i knew how to explain this type of pain that we all feel when the person you like is doing something so annoying/ridiculous that the only way it can be explained is to think of this pain as if someone is shutting down your body to pure silence, and shooting fluids to your stomach till you curl up and still wonder to yourself whats going on. clueless!!
I know people feed off this power when looking at the person who's struck with this feeling. Probably laughing it off how you control their emotions, and making them over think to the point that they're lost in a different world or probably don't even care about them and throw them in the corner, not even realizing the pain their facing. Just waiting on the person to come speak to you and explain why there doing this, but of course like you know, they don't show "attention" and act like your not even there, or existing.
I even get this pain often, who knows i might even have this pain as I'm typing this.
When you truly like someone and they speak to you as if they're on the same page as you,you naturally start expecting things from them, for example some affection,attention, and get to a different level of chemistry.
but what happens when they out of no where start doing awkward things that bother you to the point your lost and you didn't even see this coming?
Is she playing games? Does she like me? Did she lead me on and leave? Oh my g-d whats going on? this is where the wondering turns into a sharp shooting pain to your stomach
These are the thoughts that come to peoples minds when their going through the stage of this pain, and believe me i bet everyone has faced the worst of it, the pain got so bad, that they had to sleep on it. I don't enjoy it, but hey i bet no one does, because its not pleasing at all.
Through these experiences i have learned that if you want to solve this problem you have to step forward and take this person to side and express your feelings and explain whats bothering you because once you express everything that's going on in your mind...
1. the feeling will slowly go away
2. you will get the answers you've been waiting for
& even if the answers weren't what you were expecting at least you know the truth, as much as the truth hurts, its the truth. Plus it will even show you how much of a coward that person was that you had to confront them to bring out the truth instead of hiding it.
It also shows that they don't even care about your feelings to come and tell you how they truly feel, but instead throw you to the corner clueless in pain!!!
I did this post to show people that this pain can go away easily with simple "communication" and communication might be a tough thing to do in this situation but it will solve all your problems people.
-Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan
Shout Outs: Sam Simino, Mike Monempour, Chantalle Noormand & Jordan Klein
Song Of the Day: Mike Posner- Baby please dont go
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Dont Waste My Time Baby...
Don't you hate it when you like someone and they're not straight up with you, and leave you confused/lost?
I feel like it happens to the nice guys, the ones who actually care about the girl and show her the attention she deserves. All you hear from your friends during this process is "ignore her, be a rude to her, and don't give her attention" Why? So i can confuse myself more? or let me guess play some "games"
I'm not going to lie, but I've played games with a couple of girls this year and I've felt like it confused me more than it confused the girl. I feel like it never works out if you play games, how about you both be straight up? Its either you're interested or not, no time to waste doing all the non sense. You can be patient but you don't need that extra shit that starts tension and drama.
Ive been in this position so many times this year, that I've realized to get yourself out of this position is to be honest and straight up with the other person, instead of letting it go on, and leading on the other person so someone gets hurt. Why wouldn't you want to tell them? Don't you care about their feelings?
What happened to caring about others? It looks like it went down the drain.
Ive been hurt so many times like this, that I appreciate the girls that did this to me, because now nothing bothers me. I just don't like to see guys who treat women with respect, get treated like there nothing.
Why would you want to waste someones time and kill their emotions? Some people are really emotionally weak when it comes to this, I was at one point, but i learned how to take it and learn from it.
Ladies and Gentlemen, I have made this post today, because if you are talking to someone and you are confused about whether they like you or not, you both should step up to the plate, and confront each other on how you feel about one another...
By doing this you will save time, and you will know the truth, even if the truth hurts, its better to know the truth then to be lied to the whole time. You will relieve some stress and most of your confusion, you might be hurt, but the pain will go away and only get you stronger.
"What doesn't kill you,Only makes you stronger "
-Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan
Song of the day: Mike Posner- Evil Women
Shoutouts to Steven Parkens, Shawn Shamoeil, & Nathan Sabzerou
I feel like it happens to the nice guys, the ones who actually care about the girl and show her the attention she deserves. All you hear from your friends during this process is "ignore her, be a rude to her, and don't give her attention" Why? So i can confuse myself more? or let me guess play some "games"
I'm not going to lie, but I've played games with a couple of girls this year and I've felt like it confused me more than it confused the girl. I feel like it never works out if you play games, how about you both be straight up? Its either you're interested or not, no time to waste doing all the non sense. You can be patient but you don't need that extra shit that starts tension and drama.
Ive been in this position so many times this year, that I've realized to get yourself out of this position is to be honest and straight up with the other person, instead of letting it go on, and leading on the other person so someone gets hurt. Why wouldn't you want to tell them? Don't you care about their feelings?
What happened to caring about others? It looks like it went down the drain.
Ive been hurt so many times like this, that I appreciate the girls that did this to me, because now nothing bothers me. I just don't like to see guys who treat women with respect, get treated like there nothing.
Why would you want to waste someones time and kill their emotions? Some people are really emotionally weak when it comes to this, I was at one point, but i learned how to take it and learn from it.
Ladies and Gentlemen, I have made this post today, because if you are talking to someone and you are confused about whether they like you or not, you both should step up to the plate, and confront each other on how you feel about one another...
By doing this you will save time, and you will know the truth, even if the truth hurts, its better to know the truth then to be lied to the whole time. You will relieve some stress and most of your confusion, you might be hurt, but the pain will go away and only get you stronger.
"What doesn't kill you,Only makes you stronger "
-Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan
Song of the day: Mike Posner- Evil Women
Shoutouts to Steven Parkens, Shawn Shamoeil, & Nathan Sabzerou
I Dont Get It
"Treat a girl like dirt, and shell stick to you like mud"
I'm sure you all heard this stupid quote before right? or even saw it on my Face-book wall?
You women these days don't make any sense, you like to be treated like shit? how does that turn you on or even attract you?
I'm curious, you like it when guys/men disrespect you, ignore you, don't appreciate you, and just leave you on the side? that makes no sense
I started realizing this after my ex-girlfriend, that i was over with games and tricks to make the girl suffer for love. I felt like i was being too nice,sweet,kind,appreciating their presence, and etc. but feeling it is different from just being you?
Being myself as always, treating girls with all the top qualities, and hearing from her friends saying "hes too sweet, too romantic" hmm, that's where its get to your head, and especially they go on to a asshole that treats the girl like shit, and the girl obviously says "i always get heartbroken, treated like shit, he doesn't call me in the morning/nights, he always wants to do shit with me only, doesn't like to take me out"
Like are you serious?!? you had a guy right there that was giving you the finer things, but you decided to throw him to the side for a guy who gave you nothing but stress and tears.
Don't you girls/women want a guy who appreciates you? loves you for who you are, and her beauties come second, makes you feel you on top of the world,loves to look you in the eyes as much as you hate it?"
Doesn't look like it!!!
The best is how you girls love to play games? why?
so you need to put a front up like your a asshole, and ignore them for them to like you? or not hit them up for ever, or show them no affection, or even lie to them ?
No one realizes that games isn't who you really are, and that if you have to play games to get someone, then that special someone isn't the right person for you, and sorry but that's the truth.The person you attract by being yourself will be the that perfect person for you, because they like you for who you truly are, flaws or no flaws.
I did this post to show people, that if you just be yourself and stay patient, that person you want will come to your hands sooner then later.
"To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world."
- Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan
I'm sure you all heard this stupid quote before right? or even saw it on my Face-book wall?
You women these days don't make any sense, you like to be treated like shit? how does that turn you on or even attract you?
I'm curious, you like it when guys/men disrespect you, ignore you, don't appreciate you, and just leave you on the side? that makes no sense
I started realizing this after my ex-girlfriend, that i was over with games and tricks to make the girl suffer for love. I felt like i was being too nice,sweet,kind,appreciating their presence, and etc. but feeling it is different from just being you?
Being myself as always, treating girls with all the top qualities, and hearing from her friends saying "hes too sweet, too romantic" hmm, that's where its get to your head, and especially they go on to a asshole that treats the girl like shit, and the girl obviously says "i always get heartbroken, treated like shit, he doesn't call me in the morning/nights, he always wants to do shit with me only, doesn't like to take me out"
Like are you serious?!? you had a guy right there that was giving you the finer things, but you decided to throw him to the side for a guy who gave you nothing but stress and tears.
Don't you girls/women want a guy who appreciates you? loves you for who you are, and her beauties come second, makes you feel you on top of the world,loves to look you in the eyes as much as you hate it?"
Doesn't look like it!!!
The best is how you girls love to play games? why?
so you need to put a front up like your a asshole, and ignore them for them to like you? or not hit them up for ever, or show them no affection, or even lie to them ?
No one realizes that games isn't who you really are, and that if you have to play games to get someone, then that special someone isn't the right person for you, and sorry but that's the truth.The person you attract by being yourself will be the that perfect person for you, because they like you for who you truly are, flaws or no flaws.
I did this post to show people, that if you just be yourself and stay patient, that person you want will come to your hands sooner then later.
"To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world."
- Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan