I'm sure you have heard this many times before... but we all tend to not appreciate life to its fullest. The fact that any of our lives can end at any moment trips me out. There's been times in my life where I sat down and pouted from situations, and I just told myself "fuck this world!", but why? Just because something didn't work out and ended up causing you pain doesn't mean I have to be brought down. That is until Irealized that you only live once.
I can't take the fact that my life might end at any moment. Although it bothers me, it also made me the person I am. It made me love my life so much, that only certain situation can truly take me down (for example. family & friends)
We all have dreams, but how do we know we're gonna last till then? We don't. That's why we have to enjoy every moment like its our last. After thinking like this, for the past couple of years, it has changed me, to a more happier, positive, and peaceful person. Even though there are times when I forget that , it comes to my mind and I manage to pick myself up and roll with the punches.
Why do you think I go so hard in life, because i love it. And I love everything I do, especially basketball :) . Whenever I go out with my friends I'm always enjoying myself to fullest, laughing, joking around, just being a clown, but hey, its who I am. I mess around a lot because I love to share the joy and positive energy. Don't take offense when I joke around with you, I'm just trying to get a smile out of you because that's how you should be all the time :) I love everyone to death. Well not everyone, lol, but mostly :)
Its the best to be around all your friends when you know you can share your energy and they feed off your vibe, just like fuck it, enjoy life!!! I just hate to see people down on themselves for such little things. I kind of cant blame you, but I've been in your position. But the man I am and with the fantastic friends I have, I managed to pick myself up!! I try to help others as much as I can, in anyway possible!!!
It feels fantastic to help others, to show them how lovely life is, explaining to them the greater things in life just opens up their minds up to new things. No matter what, if I see anyone down, even if its a stranger I will go out of my way to help them because they are wasting precious time that could be used to be happy and jolly lol (pedram-jolly ass mutha fucka)
Go out everyday and just do whatever you can to have a good time. Its easy!! There's so much to do in this world, that I don't know why people don't take advantage of it.
One thing I've learned this past year is that i thought i needed someone(girlfriend) to be happy. Then it hit me one night before going to bed. Seriously? You dont need any one to make you happy besides yourself. Deep down the feeling of "love" is amazing, I've went around looking for it and I know people who are too, but honestly, love doesn't come by looking for you, it just hits you out of no where. As much as I think I know about love I have a lot to learn, all I know it's a good feeling, but it also takes time and patience. At the same time i don't need anyone to make me happy ever :) In life the greatest things take patience... always remember that, stay up and keep your head to the sky with a huge smile and live this life to the fullest baby
I made this post today just to simply remind people that they should always enjoy life no matter what, and they should take advantage of their health to experience this lovely life :) Its simple just go out and be yourself and do you!!! Dont let anyone ever bring you down, EVER! No one should be strong enough to ever bring you down. Remember that!
Summer 2010 Baby :)
"A girl should be two things: classy and fabulous.”
There’s always room for love; You just have to move a few things around."-Dedicated To Someone!!
-Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan
Songs of the Day: Jermaine Dupri-Going Home With Me
Bruno Mars-just The Way You Are
Shout Outs: Candace Massachi :)
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Undescribable...
Sometimes in life, you come into contact with something that leaves you speechless. It leaves you in awe. At first, you panic, because you don't know how to react and you realize that you've never encountered something like this. Once you've given it some time to sink in, you start to tell yourself that you've been through this before but who are you kidding. If you had really dealt with something like this in the past, you wouldn't feel so stupid right now. For some reason, your heart wont let you stick to the gameplan and react the way you ussually would. I've sat at my computer for about an hour now typing and deleting, trying to find the perfect words to describe the way I feel right now. However,the more I think about, the more I realize how impossible it is to define it. This undescribable feeling comes in many different shapes and forms. In my case,it came in the form of butterflys in my stomach.
My high school experience was unlike any other. For the vast majority of my 4 years in high shcool, I made a strong effort to live life to the fullest and take advantage of my last chance to be a kid. However, Just like any other high school teen, I had my moments where I hit rock bottom and felt unhappy and helpless. I had a girlfriend my freshmen and sophmore years and she meant the world to me. At this point in my life the quote “I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you” really applied to me. I was a completely different person for the better when I was with my girlfriend. She really brought out the best in me and comforted me anytime something was wrong. She was more than just a girlfriend to me. She was also my best friend. So you can only imagine how hard it was for me to let go of her and move on when we broke up. This was the first time in my life I experienced an undescribable feeling.
At this point, I was a really bitter, selfish person. I felt lost without my girl and naturally I reacted the same way any other immature high school kid would. I went out and tried hook up with as many girls as i possibly could, thinking that it would help me get over my ex. Once again, I was wrong and I had to learn the hard way. Instead of moving on, I held on to the bitter taste of my ex girlfriend and tried to replace her with every girl I hooked up with. After a while, I finally realized that no girl could ever replace my ex. Everyone is different and hopefully, one day, I'll find someone who suits me as well, or even better than my ex. Another quote that comes to mind as I reflect on this point in time is "sometimes in life you just gotta roll with punches." High school taught me a very important lesson that I will cherish and hold for the rest of my life. When you want something so bad that its on your mind all the time, its hard to be patient but sometimes thats all you can do. You just gotta sit back, relax, and go with the flow. My brother and a few of my close friends taught me to always stay positive and make the best out of every situation. Enjoy high school, go nuts, and be a kid.
High school is over. Its my summer going into college and the only thats been on my mind is basketball. I've been busting my ass and working hard to get in shape and ready for college ball. The taught of being one step closer to achieving my dream makes me tingle and BOOM! The butterflys are back. I've been looking for the perfect girl all throughout high school and right when I loose hope, there she is. At first, I was really hesitant. I was scared to expose myself. I remembered what happened when I was a sophmore and the effect it had on my life. This is such an important period of my life and I can't afford to let that happen again. Suddenly, I realized that I was all wrong. For a short while I forgot everything I learned over the past few years. Everyones a different person and everyone deserves a chance. Life is all about taking risks and putting it all on the line. Sometimes, you get knocked down and it feels like shit, but the few times it does work out, the feeling of joy and accomplishment is undescribable.
When you first meet that special someone that's unique yet still manages to have so much in common with you, it leaves you in shock. It feels like its to good to be true and you try desperately to find a flaw, but you cant.
When I'm around her, I get this positive vibe unlike any other. Suddenly, all my problems and all my regrets have vanished. I feel like I'm on cloud 9 and nothing can bring me down. This undescribable feeling is a high unlike any other, rushing through my entire body.
I'm trying my best to use words to describe the way I feel right now but I just cant. My friends tell me to slow down, watch my back, and take things slower. They tell me that I have a lot more important stuff to focus on right now but none of it matters. It all goes in one ear and out the other. I can't change the way I feel and I'm not scared to take a risk. Sure, it could just turn out to be another mistake, another fuckup. However, the way I see it, is that the feeling of success totaly outweighs the feeling of regret, so its time to let my nuts hang. I refuse to let this slip away from me and I'm gonna do everything in my power to make sure that it all works out. And if it doesn't, oh well, I'll learn from it and I guess I'll have more to write about ;)....
“I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.”
-Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan
Have fun on your trip danny,Enjoy it, You only live once baby!! I love you bro/bestfriend
Song of the Day: Audio Push-Up & Down
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JygDv_e9rgc
Vice-I wish you were single
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CDTpjGk8GiA
Shout Outs:Matt Parvizyar,Sean Adasha, Alexys Calhoun, Chantalle Noormand, Mike Monempour,Danielle Gabai
My high school experience was unlike any other. For the vast majority of my 4 years in high shcool, I made a strong effort to live life to the fullest and take advantage of my last chance to be a kid. However, Just like any other high school teen, I had my moments where I hit rock bottom and felt unhappy and helpless. I had a girlfriend my freshmen and sophmore years and she meant the world to me. At this point in my life the quote “I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you” really applied to me. I was a completely different person for the better when I was with my girlfriend. She really brought out the best in me and comforted me anytime something was wrong. She was more than just a girlfriend to me. She was also my best friend. So you can only imagine how hard it was for me to let go of her and move on when we broke up. This was the first time in my life I experienced an undescribable feeling.
At this point, I was a really bitter, selfish person. I felt lost without my girl and naturally I reacted the same way any other immature high school kid would. I went out and tried hook up with as many girls as i possibly could, thinking that it would help me get over my ex. Once again, I was wrong and I had to learn the hard way. Instead of moving on, I held on to the bitter taste of my ex girlfriend and tried to replace her with every girl I hooked up with. After a while, I finally realized that no girl could ever replace my ex. Everyone is different and hopefully, one day, I'll find someone who suits me as well, or even better than my ex. Another quote that comes to mind as I reflect on this point in time is "sometimes in life you just gotta roll with punches." High school taught me a very important lesson that I will cherish and hold for the rest of my life. When you want something so bad that its on your mind all the time, its hard to be patient but sometimes thats all you can do. You just gotta sit back, relax, and go with the flow. My brother and a few of my close friends taught me to always stay positive and make the best out of every situation. Enjoy high school, go nuts, and be a kid.
High school is over. Its my summer going into college and the only thats been on my mind is basketball. I've been busting my ass and working hard to get in shape and ready for college ball. The taught of being one step closer to achieving my dream makes me tingle and BOOM! The butterflys are back. I've been looking for the perfect girl all throughout high school and right when I loose hope, there she is. At first, I was really hesitant. I was scared to expose myself. I remembered what happened when I was a sophmore and the effect it had on my life. This is such an important period of my life and I can't afford to let that happen again. Suddenly, I realized that I was all wrong. For a short while I forgot everything I learned over the past few years. Everyones a different person and everyone deserves a chance. Life is all about taking risks and putting it all on the line. Sometimes, you get knocked down and it feels like shit, but the few times it does work out, the feeling of joy and accomplishment is undescribable.
When you first meet that special someone that's unique yet still manages to have so much in common with you, it leaves you in shock. It feels like its to good to be true and you try desperately to find a flaw, but you cant.
When I'm around her, I get this positive vibe unlike any other. Suddenly, all my problems and all my regrets have vanished. I feel like I'm on cloud 9 and nothing can bring me down. This undescribable feeling is a high unlike any other, rushing through my entire body.
I'm trying my best to use words to describe the way I feel right now but I just cant. My friends tell me to slow down, watch my back, and take things slower. They tell me that I have a lot more important stuff to focus on right now but none of it matters. It all goes in one ear and out the other. I can't change the way I feel and I'm not scared to take a risk. Sure, it could just turn out to be another mistake, another fuckup. However, the way I see it, is that the feeling of success totaly outweighs the feeling of regret, so its time to let my nuts hang. I refuse to let this slip away from me and I'm gonna do everything in my power to make sure that it all works out. And if it doesn't, oh well, I'll learn from it and I guess I'll have more to write about ;)....
“I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.”
-Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan
Have fun on your trip danny,Enjoy it, You only live once baby!! I love you bro/bestfriend
Song of the Day: Audio Push-Up & Down
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JygDv_e9rgc
Vice-I wish you were single
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CDTpjGk8GiA
Shout Outs:Matt Parvizyar,Sean Adasha, Alexys Calhoun, Chantalle Noormand, Mike Monempour,Danielle Gabai
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