Don't you hate that weird feeling to your stomach? I usually call it butterflies, well i bet I'm not the only one that gets this feeling, Everyone gets it when things bother you to the point that it takes over your body.
I wish i knew how to explain this type of pain that we all feel when the person you like is doing something so annoying/ridiculous that the only way it can be explained is to think of this pain as if someone is shutting down your body to pure silence, and shooting fluids to your stomach till you curl up and still wonder to yourself whats going on. clueless!!
I know people feed off this power when looking at the person who's struck with this feeling. Probably laughing it off how you control their emotions, and making them over think to the point that they're lost in a different world or probably don't even care about them and throw them in the corner, not even realizing the pain their facing. Just waiting on the person to come speak to you and explain why there doing this, but of course like you know, they don't show "attention" and act like your not even there, or existing.
I even get this pain often, who knows i might even have this pain as I'm typing this.
When you truly like someone and they speak to you as if they're on the same page as you,you naturally start expecting things from them, for example some affection,attention, and get to a different level of chemistry.
but what happens when they out of no where start doing awkward things that bother you to the point your lost and you didn't even see this coming?
Is she playing games? Does she like me? Did she lead me on and leave? Oh my g-d whats going on? this is where the wondering turns into a sharp shooting pain to your stomach
These are the thoughts that come to peoples minds when their going through the stage of this pain, and believe me i bet everyone has faced the worst of it, the pain got so bad, that they had to sleep on it. I don't enjoy it, but hey i bet no one does, because its not pleasing at all.
Through these experiences i have learned that if you want to solve this problem you have to step forward and take this person to side and express your feelings and explain whats bothering you because once you express everything that's going on in your mind...
1. the feeling will slowly go away
2. you will get the answers you've been waiting for
& even if the answers weren't what you were expecting at least you know the truth, as much as the truth hurts, its the truth. Plus it will even show you how much of a coward that person was that you had to confront them to bring out the truth instead of hiding it.
It also shows that they don't even care about your feelings to come and tell you how they truly feel, but instead throw you to the corner clueless in pain!!!
I did this post to show people that this pain can go away easily with simple "communication" and communication might be a tough thing to do in this situation but it will solve all your problems people.
-Farzan Johnathan Azinkhan
Shout Outs: Sam Simino, Mike Monempour, Chantalle Noormand & Jordan Klein
Song Of the Day: Mike Posner- Baby please dont go
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